Just keep playing this to hear your voice and your laughter. Makes me smile but also brings tears too. Still feel you are not gone but still living in Eastbourne. My god its so sad without you. You were very brave Austen to have endured so many months of treatment, I never gave up on you even to the last minute. I expected a miricale but it wasn't to be. Your words to me "if I get better in all of this, I will be up to see you more often". It stick in my mind perhaps you were held back from coming up here. I will never know. Love you Austen. xxxxx